Almost 30

So this week it hit me that I am almost 30 and I want to make some drastic changes in my life. So I am starting from the foundation. I want to build the foundation right. I’ve decided to implement a strict protocol on my life. I’m planting fundamental routines that I believe are important for me to be the best woman I can be in the next decade with whatever comes my way in life, So I’ve decided that my first conversation every morning is going to be with God. And when I say conversation, I literally mean conversation. I’m talking about worshipping, praying, meditating, listening, journaling, singing, dancing, and even writing.


By all means necessary, I will communicate with my creator first thing. He’s essentially my life manual. How can I move on a daily basis without God? Everything, we do without God or out of God is essentially a dog chasing its tail. I feel like I’ve done that for a couple of years now and it is time to see the light. There is a quote that says something like, if you want to see a change in your life, you have to do something different. I want a change in my life. I want to see some different results and the first step for me is logically to get back to basics. Get back to my life manual. I mean I didn’t create myself. And the creator has promised me that He has plans for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me. Plans to give me hope and a future. So would it not make sense to find out what these plans are and how to get them?


I’m almost 30! Where did my life go? Where is my life going and did I even do everything I wanted to do in my 20’s! Did I do everything I was suppose to do in my 20s? Like that is a whole decade y’all! I remember the summer I turned 13 like it was yesterday! That’s over 15 years ago! Like what did I do and how am I going to change the narrative in my last year of being a twenty something. Like what’s happening?! Craziness! I never thought I would have been here in a good way and also in a bad way!


Let's talk about it! How do you feel at your current stage in life?




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